I smile because I want to,
I laugh because I feel like,
I be honest because that’s the way it is supposed to be,
I care because I know how it feels to be cared,
I question because I want an answer,
I doubt because I have been betrayed,
I worry because problems can be solved,
I turn my back because I don’t feel anymore looking at it,
I cry because holding tears back is no excuse,
I help because I once needed it the most and did not had it,
I pray because it helps me have peace within me,
I watch myself because I want to see how others look at me BUT, I see ‘no matter how much and whatever I do my honesty will be questioned and always misunderstood’.
So now on, I try to be MYSELF no matter what people think and talk about me, if they one day felt that I am ME they will understand my honesty otherwise there was never the time when they could understand me!!